
Tonight was my first Friday as a grad student. During the year I will most likely have work to stress about or social engagements to attend, however... as
neither of those imposed on this particular summer evening, I needed some entertainment.
I passed some of the time in Ithaca Roasting company, right down the street from my house. At least I could read there in the air conditioning. However, they shut down at nine and I trekked back up the hill, begrudingly, to my apartment.
Still restless, I decided to see where my feet could take me and packed up my bag with camera, tripod, Ipod, and a copy of T.S. Elliot's
The Waste Land. The latter two were mostly because if you get to feeling sad, nothing is better than sad songs and sad poems. One would think that this would do nothing to alleviate the situation but any true melancholic knows that there is no better remedy and
The Waste Land, is about as bleak as it gets. In fact, it is the happy songs (country music) that I have learned to watch out for.*
*This is not to say that I was feeling particularly sad this evening, this was merely a preventative measure, preparedness some might say.
Anyways, as of late I have been walking from necessity and tonight, it was for pleasure. And pleasurable it was. The warm summer air filled me with hope for the semester and Cornell is still in the quiet stages before the onset of madness, which means I could wander the sacred halls unaccosted by drunken undergrads.
Strolling through the campus at night was very peaceful and surprisingly, a good time to sightsee. The area is remarkably well lit and the softly illuminated buildings stand out brilliantly against the black backdrop of the night's sky. It was so bright in the courtyard of Baily Hall (pictured above) that I could sit in the immense opening, back propped against a Modernist bench, and read. The poignancy of the moment however, came not with the lighting, but the cool breeze that billowed my shirt. "You can handle this," it told me.
Anyways, once I realized I was hearing voices I decided it would be good time to move on.
I walked to Collegetown, found a small grocer, then stood outside in pure relief, knowing that I would not have to make the journey out to the Eastside strip mall for groceries unless I wanted to. I followed one of the cashier's into the store, surveyed the selection, assessed the stage I was at in my evening's adventures, pondered the possibility of stopping in a local bar, decided that I am too self conscious to read in a bar, decided it was a good time to head home, decided first I would pick up a loaf of bread, pondered the bread selection, decided on a multi-grain bread (like I always do), purchased my loaf, stowed my cargo, imagined myself Aladdin with my loaf, realized I would have had to steal it to make it a real analogue, thanked God that I am not in a place that makes stealing bread morally acceptable, thought about Les Mis, listened to some Dave Matthews, made my way down the mountain, arrived here.
:)